you promised

i already confided to you
just last Saturday
and you said it's okay,
you won't leave me

and that you'll promised
you will accompany me
in all my undertakings
for we are already one

i'm yours now and
you are mine,
you are really happy
yet i am not.

the biggest problem

there are times that we problem
the things that is not really a problem,
we just assumed it is

then we tend to forget
that the biggest problem is us
and that we already know it
even before we claim it.

few things to tell you~

I have few things to tell you

1. i
2. love
3. you
4. so
5. much
6. that
7. i
8. am
9. ready
10. to
    
11. die
12. for
13. you

Why will I lie?

why will i tell them
i'm not inlove,
when i am?

why will i tell them
i'm not your wife,
when we already
tied a knot?

why will i tell them
i'm not happy,
when infact
i can't tell them
how much i am.

please, tell them i'm not lonely

yesterday, i saw you in Ayala
we meet at the entrance
of Cafe Laguna,

there you wanted to have
a dinner for two
and have fun

and if possible watch
the movie that we planned
to view

i really wanted to say no,
but i don't want you
to be disappointed

i hate it, i don't want others
to think that i don't
really care at all

for what i'm after
is just a mere company
a friend, a buddy

someone who can tell me
and announce that
i'm not lonely.

hopeful

i'm still hopeful for a change
my life is not the easiest
sure it's not the prettiest,

yet, i'm not that desperate
i know how much i need
sure i won't exaggerate.

The opposite

love isn't simple,
even the things
that relates to it
is not,

but why of all the things,
in the word
to say this is
pretty simple

are they really serious?
or they're just joking
hoping others may laugh
or in my case
the opposite to that..

notes in a scratch

few years ago,
I didn't give importance
on the things I recieved
from friends and lovers
as a Valentine present

but this year, I kept it all

the flowers that you gave me,
the chocolates that you send,
and even that notes
you wrote for me
in a scratch,
and tell me this:

I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!
Please don't forget that.

Oh, to be honest with you
that turn my day
everytime I read it.

The movie

there's a movie coming
by Sarah and John Lloyd

"You Change my Life in a Moment"
i wanna watch it with you

is it okay?
Just my Valentine treat
and for being honest
and sweet.

Thank you!

The strange man

I found a man so adventurous
so charming, and at times
so corny in the way he approaches
a lady that is so boring.

I find him exciting, in most ways
But at times, I find him maudlin,
tear-jerking man in his lonely moments
showing an extravant emotions

not afraid of being called
at sixes and sevens
or just bewildered to
a plain amusement, to me
I no longer wonder
for his a friend I've been with
for over 30 years.