Storm me

i already tasted my one piece
of a crazy love that took away
my sanity as if a spider inside of me
you devoured me and attack me
in an inverted way, your creepin' here
inside of me where i'm more fragile
oh how clever you are, your simple
you made me sleepless and raise my breathe
and turn it to a turnado, i now whirls
in my own little world now my beds
looks like a thousand storms has passed by
oh that made me tired.

an electricity

i wish to drown with your love
i wish you grip me in your strong hands

and your faithful desire to caress me
tirelessly in your heavens and cloud nines

now your keepin' me that crazy
you made me on to you--an elecricity

unending flow of desire to have you
in every piece of my creation

oh i love you the way you are
the real sweet boy of my desire.

gravity

your keepin' me
you wanted me to be your prisoner
without confining me in your prison
i your cage--the fragile heart you have

you hold me without your touch
down here in my g-spot
I tremble even in the absence of my fear
you bound me without a chain

oh~ how much i love that
i can still live in my own way
i'm still holding my freedom
as if i just stand with you

my real gravity has bound me
i fall again in your own hands.

break me, my pleasure

desires are made to be created
and so i was made the one that will unfold
the pleasures of your heart
now i want you to take your time
i allow you to break me the way you wanted
i allow you to crush me in your hands
who has never tasted the blood of true serenity
i won't beg for mercy, i know it will help you
my lover, my real soul, my desire
i will still make you beautiful
here in my heart no matter
how much you will break me
through the rush of your hands
it's always my pleasure .

Come on surprise me

you surprised me
i'm now burried in my own desire of you
now i want you to take me and see tonight
if you could taste me better save a moment
in every line of your dream and every string
of your guitar, oh i love the way
you draw and take my breath away
you breathe so deep here in my ears
you create a real desire here in my heart
but i want you take your time
and act like you made me
as the wife of your soul
oh, come on surprise me.

you and me as a piece of art

you made me every line of your poem
you design me as the room of your own pain
everything is under your own hands, you' re an artist
my fellow beat, my fellow drum,
you made it in a few seconds, a few minutes
what did you do to me, you devoured my energy
to every color, every stroke of your design
you set my desire a canvas of your idle hands
unfolding my real passion with you
and my spare moments in my busy day
oh, you burried me in that piece of art
our love, our poem, oh that inspires me.

your everyday word

i have loved you
that's why your everyday word,
and every touch has become
my endless adventure
my forever challenge
my wonderful mountain
and my unreachable moon
oh how will i describe the tune
of the guitar that you pluck
and strum and fine wistle
in addition to the music
that you made in your
little creation-- the words
sounds creepy in my ears
but it never scares me
i want the feeling
of dying once and for all
under your love and word
without feeling danger.

real disguise

everyday we are strangers
we had our separate ways
in our different directions
your hirozons gets wider
sometimes it's your pretention
truth remains untold
by my horizons
I lost an expectation
i can't find no words
in your rain
oh you break it again
a few miles has reveal
its expertice
a real disguise
that's no wonder
i fall in love again.

the icecream

an icecream on the table
is untouched but melted
nobody wants it even in its
colorful state, they really hate it

i'm but an icecream
but no matter how much i possess
the rainbow and the star,
the moon and other constellations

in my life i already own it but
the sun will never come to have it
to embrace everything i possess
i'm just that poor melted icecream

on your table
you can't dare grab it
for even i'm not hot
you can't swallow me
i know you hate it.

My angels

two cute little angels
does gives me the flowers of
blue, white, yellow, and red

i know nobody understands
what i'm doing now with my life
except a mother who's heart

is filled with joy seeing
all her children playing
running here and there

not possessing any worries
but just dreams and fancies
in their little heart of angels.

The vision

i have my life these days in control
i know how much i see the light
that will brings the dawn
to my baby that is still in my womb

i perfectly understood how much
she wants to play with her older brother
in the plaza, and swing, and slide
without me and my attention

i'm now afraid and started to worry
about being a mommy of two
cute children with a perfect inspiration
i'm not dreaming, i'm just having my vision.

search for the dawn

Like that of Helen Keller
people who seek knowledge
were in the darkness
searching for the dawn
that possess the light
that the night has
never own.

Evening sicknes

i felt dizzy again
my head whirls
somethings wrong with me
i don't understand what happen
all i know is
the ship isn't here yet.

I never suggest

i never suggest someone to talk
i never suggest someone to answer
i never suggest someone to care
i never suggest someone to play
i never suggest someone to write
i never suggest someone to go
i never suggest someone to read

why should i?
i don't want to be responsible
i want them to be

if i keep on suggesting
they will rely on me
and blame
if they fail
with my given suggestion.

coffee

coffee
i need some coffee
i feel sleepy
my eyes are drippy
i can't have any attention
so i can't hear you say
"i love you honestly"

what is that?
is that better than my coffee?

My favorite day

I am happy
again it's Thursday
and tomorrow is Friday
one more days to go
and it will be Saturday

My favorite day
whether it's rainy, sunny,
windy or cloudy day
I don't care
I have my loved family

And they're sure there for me
even in my worst moment of the day.

hazel's

Sarah

Danny

Amy

Diane

passionate love

i'm a wanderer,
i'm looking for love
i'm searchin' for it,
not once, not twice
but many times
i did

yet failed,
my fates vivid memories
suggest me to play with it,
and so I did
that move made
me succesful,
and so i thought
i already conquer

but no
the man that falls
in love with me
drives me crazy--
he offers all his riches
but that's not my concern

i hate it
i don't want riches
i don't desire leisure
i don't even care
if you are poor
or a beggar

just love, love, love

i don't want the game
i don't want to play with it
i want real passion,
i want a sincere kiss,
a warm hug,
and a passionate love
that you only have.

Olivia and her enthusiasm in HelenEnglish

You might be asking

What is she doin' in front of the camera?

Why is she wearing a headset?

Is she cleaning the drawer?

Why is she carrying her baby?

Is she listening to music?

The answer is NO.

For she's not an ordinary woman,

And she is not in front of the camera;

She is not listening to music;

She is having a class in HelenEnglish;

She is talking to her teacher while attending her baby.
She's on it and will never give up for it.

oh~ I wonder if Jjinam

will be able to understand this situation?

but even if he will not be able to

I'm sure this is for them--

Gyurim and Jjinam's future,

I hope Gilbert will also understand her,

in her desire and enthusiasm

towards the language.

By the way she's Olivia

my friend and my student in English,

I salute!
She a wonderful woman--

a mother

and an English student

at the same time.

i love the way you are

i never look for riches
i never want the astounding
glamour and the expensive clothes
even the colorful landscape
i don't need it
all i want is you the bare land
who is silently keeping my kiss,
my warmth as i pass during the day
i want you, for i love you
the way you are.

real sweet boy of mine

life may be complicated but
i like the way it is, the way we have our time
the way we kiss and softly hug with each other
and hold hands with our keyboards,

nobody understand except the two of us
i see the way it is, the love is still intense
as it was yesterday and even if days may pass
and time will say goodbye to us

i don't really care, i have you today in my arms
real sweet boy of mine.

i'm strange today

i am strange today
i had my class in the usual manner
i have my coffee next to me on my table
with few crackers and nuts and
cheese flavored potato crisps
while i was discussing things to my students
Jim, Evan, Diane, Sarah, Amy but
i can never think of any reason why i keep
reading your poems in the middle
of this routine, my joyful, sorrowful,
gloroious and the mystery of light,
yeah i know it, i don't have an answer
i just love the poems you wrote
even it's not for me
i like it, i love it,
i was moved
sometimes
lustfully.

to my friend alan and nippy

you fine it good to read my nonsense stories

but you never give up showing the best support

you give as much courage as i need

you are a friend, a real friend

i feel the comfort with every comment you wrote

i have no way to acknowlege this special treatment i recieve

thank you, i know it's not enough

but i swear i will do anything i can.

Monday morning

this morning the sun rises in the east
the same place, the same time as yesterday
there wasn't a change just our promise

for today it becomes more intense
i swear, i was amazed when you kissed me
oh i feel the warm and as i closed my eyes

i saw an angel that hugs me in that cold, cold dawn
under the old waiting shed in that small corner
of Sambag in the small sitio of Cancainap

i wish to see the same morning every Monday
everytime when i leave to the city--66 kilometer away
from my loved family

i love you more

i love you more each day
you know that, i already told you
not once, not twice but all my life

i love you more each moment,
as frequent as the beat of my heart
i swear it will only be still
when this life of mine stops

i love you more each day
i just hope this will flourish
like the rose that you take care in our garden
that blooms in what ever season of the year

i swear to love you
i hope you are too.

The dawn of February 19, 2009

i want to remember
that momentous love we share

that night when we were
under the blessing of a priest

that handled our wedding
in a small chapel of St. Anthony

our comfort
our safety harbor

when we were once lost
in His loved church

that we thought to be the best place
the sanctuary
for us sinful Couple for Christ.

the white t-shirt

i saw it,
i saw you when you hug her

i was hurt
i was choked

you must have loved her
your smile widens like that of a wallet

open for acceptance with an open arms
without hesitation

you must have loved her
it shows, i was mute seeing you both

in the heavens like no one's with you
in that minute i'd love to disappear

and be blown by the wind
i'm that poor white t-shirt you wear

i know you never care...

you drive me crazy

you sing the song of angels
you dance the rythm of the wind
you swim like a koi fish in my dream
you write the words of the oceans and the seas
you fly like birds in the blue sky in the east
you kiss me like a roaring thunder in September
you are but strange, you are but funny man
you drive me crazy that i never dream but realize
you are here and are playing with me
since yesterday

they didn't understand

i displayed everything i have
i showed them my anchor
but not my ship

they didn't understand me
when i told them
i hid it in the forest

and have it fixed there
by experts
the carpenters and the farmers

for i wish to raise a farm
in the middle of the sea
and the vast ocean

they didn't understand
but it's okay, i never insisted
to keep their plainsong

here in my ears...

i now understand

i now understand why
i now know why you keep on telling me, hide
i now get it, i just underestimated
it's you, who are my guide
and they are just in disguise
to devour me, but no, they cannot
for they don't really know me
in fact, they never even saw me
that i am on there face, i'm just a dust.

i have loved, i've been loved, i loved

being poor is not a burden to me
even if i don't have, i know i'll have many
i have loved, i've been loved, and is loved
someone like you, that is more than enough
i don't need anything, anything that they have

Greetings!

hi,
hey,
hi-ya,
howdy,
howdy-do,

shalom,
what's up,
how goes it,
how are you,
what's happening,

good morning,
good day,
bonjour,
buenos dias,
buenas noches,

adios,
au revoir,
farewell,
Goodbye.

the promise

you deduce a woman with faithfulness
but you never show mercy upon,
the woman lost her faith and
excogitate something latent
on her fragile heart broken
because of your promise that
made her disintegrate.

i can survive

in your death, i mourn
in your resurrection, i rejoice

when you left, i cried
but now that you're back
in my memory, i'm satisfied
i no longer long for you,
i can surely survive.

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10 warning signs that you may be addicted to Facebook

1. Facebook is your home page.

2. You update your status more than twice a day.

3. You have over 500 "friends" half of whom you've never actually met.

4. As soon as you step away from your computer you're on FB on your phone.

5. You are a FB stalker. You qualify as a FB stalker if you

a) click on someone's profile more than once a day even if they haven't messaged or tagged you in a photo.

b) have dragged and dropped more than 3 FB photos (not from your own profile)

c) actually go to a place mentioned on someone's page in hopes of seeing them in real life...creepy!

6. You change your profile picture more than a 12-year=old girl.

7. You have checked your FB page while reading this article.

8. You clean up your "wall" so it looks like you spend less time on FB.

9. You are a member of more than 10 groups and respond to every event invitation "attending" even if you have no intention of going.

10. You change your relationship status just to mess with people.

i will always wear it

i have so much life today
i'm not scared to death

i have bundles of joy
for i feel the love you give

i have more to rejoice
you can see it in my face

i wear it day and night
even witout you telling me

it's my pleasure, i will fight for it...

Valentines day is over

valentines day is over
but my love to you is not

you know how much i love you
you know how much i care about you

if i am your angel, you are mine too
words may just be words but this has my flesh
and bones that you touches.

The ring of LOVE, FIGHT & FORGIVENESS

there was a student in silence
she was just there trying to observe
everything about the sky, the moon,
and the rain that somehow ruin

but things might happen
with reasons

and life is just like that of a ring
that binds three thing together

LOVE that usually sparks a beginning
FIGHT that stirs up a relationship
FORGIVENESS that binds LOVE again
that was once threatened by RUIN.

A sad valentines of the moon

now the moon is ready to shine
now she's dressed in passion
coated with a glittered red sequence
of sincerity and hope and pleasure
to embrace it's loved and beloved
the darkness in the sky
and the few flashes of the twinkling star,

she wish that the rain will hear
and will come to wet her night
and chill the roaring thunders
in her heart's desire
to play the night and be free
though unable to entangle
the thin lines of her past.

Here i come

here i am my love, my darling
ready for the devour of your careless hands
i consider an adventure of my chosen love
i don't care about the past, i don't care about the sky
if it rain i'm ready to be wet and be soaked on your sweat
as you hold me in the forest, i devour your flesh and touch gently
your soft butt as i kiss the trunk of your pride though big
i won't mind, this night it will all be mine, here i come.

My Wished Valentines

i wish to be with you tonight
in the sky with the moon and the stars

with me and you in a fine dance
with the dim light of my desire

to the right, to the left we swing
to the north, to the south of the sky
our dance floor

we will ask the thunder to give us a beat,
a drum that will thrill, excite and tremble us up a bit

we will ask the lightning to flash the light to illumin us,
and be dazzled with it in the darkness of the night

wishing you handle me right in the clouds our bed
where we will be wet and soaked in the rain

in our first date , our special Valentines.

Let's date tonight

love isn't the decoration,
and the icing in the cake

it's the cake itself
which a slice i crave
and fill us up and satisfy

i wish you'll give me a plate
and let's share with it
tonight as we celebrate
and a drink or two
for a perfect date

happy valentines day
my beloved, my playmate~

to my playmate

i have class
i can't play

see you later
at 9: 00 PM

at that time
i'm free

but if i can't
i'll come tomorrow

and let's celebrate
the Valentines Day!

Why are you covering your face?

why are you covering your face?

oh don't be afraid,
don't be scared
it's just a shade,
a shadow,

your own own shadow,
sure, it won't hurt you

all you need to do
is but face it,
and please don't escape.

I am Utako, my friend told me

a fine morning is of no guarantee
to survive a painful experience,
a sad reality, a cruel environment,

killing people somehow,
with the absence of a good reason
these are few things that you can hear
anywhere in the news or in your neighborhood

but there's a worst problem
to you who never claim to be an UTAKO

who can't help but follow once heart,
the heart that set for once inmost desire,
an obsession, you may thought normal

but an honest reflection to oneself
may somehow answer that condition
you're desires and your obsessions

is indeed a great indication that you have
the smallest though, we still call it a seed
of an UTAKO there in your heart

I am, I claim it

The game is over

and so,

the game is over,

congratulations~

you win!

but congratulations~

to me,

for my i also win

over a word that

i thought unending.

but here's for one thing

tomorrow,

be my man,

and i will kiss you

and hug you

and love you

as i can

here in my arms

not a word

but as a man.

To my beloved, oh, I see, I now claim it

okay...

maybe i just love you

so what?

are you ready to devour me now?

go ahead and get it

but you are just there

you don't know how to make a stand

you, a poet,

a word,

mere words

and nothing more.

Goodbye My Pyrrhic Love

I want to hold you but I can't
my love is simple and for one

it is not for svelte and supenal like you
my vernal love is sedulous, untendentious

i love but i realize, i better keep it... mine
for my tomorrow to penultimate

so even in your absence
when you are already there in other's hands,
a woman, rightful for your pyrrhic love.

Sorry, but I can't learn how

I'm feckless, I'm weak,
your feral nature has turned me off
and your bumptious desire to teach me the things
i can't learn, oh, how i wish, but i'm never concern
to me but you who is now hirsute, your prolix beard
made you look like a beggar on the street
who insisted on the inappropriate stand
on my love that's now seems to decline.

Pyrrhic Understanding

I'm sure about something,
not everything, and sure you are too

but why, i don't really get you?

You adjure me to do something,
I can't hardly swallow, you know

but why, i don't really get you?

You objurgate when I confabulate with a man,
I think his just a friend and i'm sure there's no beyond,
i already told you

but why, i don't get you?

That is why most of the time I made myself invisible
I ensconce in the dark and at times I made a sylvan escape
To appear phlegmatic,

but why, i don't get you?

For until now, you don't get me
how much I stay away from you
you don't comprehend,
you have a pyrrhic understanding.

I don't understand

Why are you treating me this way?

What am I really to you?

You niggle at my few mistakes

Even smiling at a friend is wrong to you

You defalcate, you made me unworthy to think
what's right or wrong,

You bruit to my enemy and kvetch, they posit

And adumbrate my failure, I'm not sure,

I aver, you made me even if I'm different

You don't show no mercy.

I don't understand why you say you love me.

The malady of discontent

the malady of discontent
is a serious problem to many

it can't be found in her eyes
oh, so young and so innocent.

Yogu

liquid Yogu is her favorite
to alleviate her feelings of
discomfort in her hot sit--
her online class with Hazel.

Sarah

She is my student Sarah
She is serious in her study
or else her mommy will be angry
even if she's in a malady.

she

She is my little star,
that lights my day
every night.

she's a star

The eyes of a smart girl,
brainy, bright and brilliant,
genius, crafty, clever and wise

I love her, she's my star.

Forlon

forlorn comfort
forlorn of glances
forlorn roadside
forlorn of all hope

i wish to abandon the feeling
but nearly hopeless
i saw myself deserted
in a pitiful appearance
desolated and forsaken

by your love, your affection.

Unending folornness

the lips of my cup is warm
it ease my freezing loneliness a little

i wish your here,
i wish you care this poor woman

the woman you don't want to stay with
for in all your nightmares she appears

but i don't want to disturb you
i don't have the right to do that, i know

yet i can't help it, i need your arms
here in my poor cliffing neck

and the real warmth of your breath
that drives away this unending folornness

i'm but crazy, i'm dingy, i guess
only besitos and yuki knows this

i'll be nutty as fruit cake
i'll be an unsound mind,

if you won't come now, now that
i need you warmth my soul in desire

I miss you, I guess

i'm writing poem
this early morning for you,

the sun has not yet wake up
he is still hiding his face--

in his thick blanket
the gray clouds in the east

and the cold breeze in the morning
still wants to stay in Cebu

and play with me,
oh i feel really lonely

i don't wanna wake up
i don't wanna stand up

i still want to hug my pillow--
your love in this early morning

whose breath gives me the warmth
against this freezing loneliness

i miss you, i guess....

i'm not scared with my fears

I'll ponder all your words
they're here in my ears

coming through my fears
yet i'm not scared

for my sun is there
and my moon is here

i don't care about the past
the mountains in my plains

for my past and yours
i will love and make them ladder

to our heaven here on earth
and be bound forever even the period
will appear in our sentence.

Good night my beloved

Good night my love
I will be home by 2 Am
this Friday, so if you can
please wait for me in the
waiting shed under
the tamarind tree

I'll sure be there, I'll take first trip
whether it's a Ceres, or Sunrays
I don't care for I already
miss you and your embrace,
your kiss, your hugs,

your hmmmm....
your smell like a musk and ice
your bites and your kissed marks
are still here in my cliffs
and my mountains
that i missed.

While I'm having my class

I have my normal classes
from five till eleven
I'm on the process

but as I was doin' my thing
you're lips is in my lips
like the moon in the sky
tonight who is so bright

i love it, it's a magnet
it's my fight to love the man
i call my beloved
like him i'm going with him

planning to fly around the sky
and play with moon and the stars
and will embrace and make
the breeze and air our blanket
and the clouds our pillows.

When we talk about something

When we talk about movies
i like comedies, dramas, westerns,
adventures, sci-fi, animations

When we talk about books
i like novels, poetry, short stories,
non-fiction, biographies

When we talk about TV Programs
i like comedies, dramas, cartoons,
game shows, news programs

When w talk aboout music
i like classical, pop, jazz, rock,
country, ballad, r&b, hiphop

When we talk about sports
i like football, baseball, soccer,
golf, hockey, tennis, pingpong

When we talk about poet
i certainly love you,
even if you don't write for me

my advice to you

a set of instruction
a lead, a guide,
a direction

but the techinques
isn't given

everything lies
to you my friend

if you wanna fight
choose the right

and be freed with
your own obsession.

A message to my husband

my love, my darling
the love of my life
i'm sorry,

i'm very busy
i want to cross the valley
and join you in the mountain
where you build our love

i know you a lot
your hands, your butt,
your chest, and your touch
your fingers, and the kiss
you offered with warmth
i'm not worried

i have your picture
in my mind, i'll preserved
like treasure and hold it
like gold in my rolled hands

and i will kept your love
here in my heart undescribed
even if my mind is preoccupied.

Lesson one ( Tablo's Word)

Do we learn math to add the dead sums?
Subtract the weak ones, count cash for great ones?
Yo, we multiply but divide the nation.
Break down like fractions, send our sons away to die
Do we learn science in defiance of faith?
To make alliance with fakes for an appliance's sake?
We ask for the real to make artificial intelligence to make smarter kills of others' presidents

Why do we learn history? To fix stories for the guilty
Make angels look filthy and the devils look milky
If the victor writes the books then what have we won?
Are we battleships of authorship a rich man's guns?

Do we learn to read to receive the lies,
to deceive the eyes from seeing between the lines?
Yo, we use words to bring forth sticks and stones,
to sing songs of hate that fill the streets with bones.

Is a day job more than self-slavery?
When we're locked watching the clock impatiently
we sweat for the dollar bills, the checks, and the credit cards
but the dollar kills, breaks the necks of our inner hearts

If the police are role models for the righteous,
why does justice depend on guns and nightsticks?
Mr. officer, don't punish me, with brutality
The streets got me singing Marvin Gaye off-key

Why do we need church to get to heaven's gates?
Can holy water quench the thirst of those whose fates
Started in the wrong place with the wrong face?
Can the poor and the hungry survive solely on grace?
Can this rap game ever bring changes?
When MCs would rather floss a cross than be saviors?
Will I last in this game, be blasted with shame
Will I stand for my name and never blaspheme for fame?

my student

She is a vigorous girl,
funny and so smart,

she likes basketball,
but more than that

she likes to study
English class with

her Teacher Hazel.

Diane (Hong Da Yie)

she is tired,
she is sleepy,
she is beauty,
she is my student,
she is Diane.

the ultra sound

I am over excited,
inspired, and moved as I

saw her on that small TV,
a device with her body moving

in slow motion, as if she knew
we were there to see and check

her conditions and the position
inside my womb

she was very active, her heart
beats so fast as vigorous as her father

who was there right next her,
holding my hand and gripped it

with love and my pleasure...

sometimes

sometimes inting doesn't
want to believe me anymore,
that's okay, i don't care

sometimes he is confused
and asked me of things i don't know,
that's okay, i'll answer his questions

sometimes he feels short-tempered
towards me and yelled,
that's okay, i'm ready to understand

sometimes he's upset of me,
due to my foolishness,
that's okay, i'll ask sorry

and sometimes he is glad with me,
for i served him in his capriciousness
in that i'm not okay, i'm already tired,

i already have a headache,

and will that still be mind?

wait a minute, what about you?

you promised

i already confided to you
just last Saturday
and you said it's okay,
you won't leave me

and that you'll promised
you will accompany me
in all my undertakings
for we are already one

i'm yours now and
you are mine,
you are really happy
yet i am not.

the biggest problem

there are times that we problem
the things that is not really a problem,
we just assumed it is

then we tend to forget
that the biggest problem is us
and that we already know it
even before we claim it.

few things to tell you~

I have few things to tell you

1. i
2. love
3. you
4. so
5. much
6. that
7. i
8. am
9. ready
10. to
    
11. die
12. for
13. you

Why will I lie?

why will i tell them
i'm not inlove,
when i am?

why will i tell them
i'm not your wife,
when we already
tied a knot?

why will i tell them
i'm not happy,
when infact
i can't tell them
how much i am.

please, tell them i'm not lonely

yesterday, i saw you in Ayala
we meet at the entrance
of Cafe Laguna,

there you wanted to have
a dinner for two
and have fun

and if possible watch
the movie that we planned
to view

i really wanted to say no,
but i don't want you
to be disappointed

i hate it, i don't want others
to think that i don't
really care at all

for what i'm after
is just a mere company
a friend, a buddy

someone who can tell me
and announce that
i'm not lonely.

hopeful

i'm still hopeful for a change
my life is not the easiest
sure it's not the prettiest,

yet, i'm not that desperate
i know how much i need
sure i won't exaggerate.

The opposite

love isn't simple,
even the things
that relates to it
is not,

but why of all the things,
in the word
to say this is
pretty simple

are they really serious?
or they're just joking
hoping others may laugh
or in my case
the opposite to that..

notes in a scratch

few years ago,
I didn't give importance
on the things I recieved
from friends and lovers
as a Valentine present

but this year, I kept it all

the flowers that you gave me,
the chocolates that you send,
and even that notes
you wrote for me
in a scratch,
and tell me this:

I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!
Please don't forget that.

Oh, to be honest with you
that turn my day
everytime I read it.

The movie

there's a movie coming
by Sarah and John Lloyd

"You Change my Life in a Moment"
i wanna watch it with you

is it okay?
Just my Valentine treat
and for being honest
and sweet.

Thank you!

The strange man

I found a man so adventurous
so charming, and at times
so corny in the way he approaches
a lady that is so boring.

I find him exciting, in most ways
But at times, I find him maudlin,
tear-jerking man in his lonely moments
showing an extravant emotions

not afraid of being called
at sixes and sevens
or just bewildered to
a plain amusement, to me
I no longer wonder
for his a friend I've been with
for over 30 years.

Happy, Happy Birthday Ailyn!

Your birthday made me feel glad.
As you are to me, Lady Ailyn
my friend, my chatmate,
my student.

In this I wish
That you will be happy with your
Loved family, Mommy, Daddy and Lowell

Who were there to undertand you
In your needs though big and small

Or even the least essential
and the sweet desire you have
today, February 9,
your natal day.

Happy, Happy Birthday!

sacred and sacramental love

you hold probability,
you give and live
the word of honor

a sacred word
a real engagement

we swear on bible,
we swear up and down
on His altar and be bond

with His divine love,
sacred and sacramental

in this i promise a transcendent,
and an accomplished love
that i will give you
through the rest of my life.

our covenant

yes, i admit it
i adore you
i now belong to you.

for in you i gain my fervor
i saw my real enjoyment
i hold my challenge
the fondness and the friendship,

that's why i got you
and i wish holding you forever
and make this bond inseparable

i just wish to be captivated
there in your untiring love
you venerated, you're so enchanted
with me everything has been created

your love has come and fulfilled
in today's our made covenant
i love you, and i swear i will
until the end of time.

Notes to Follow

i'm goin' home...

please follow~

i'll give you my address
it's right there
on my table

just leave the cup empty
i'll clean it as soon as
i'm back,
the morning
of Monday.

chicken-hearted

i sometimes feel cowardly
especially when you come
next to me,

ignobly lacking in courage
pusillanimously, you disarray
the sound of my breathing

you're discontented,
you're always there
to just find my little
mistakes,

i don't understand,
if you are my teacher
or just a mere critic

i'm now distardly thinkin'
i can't dance with you
staring at me
in this simple
performance .

apprehensions

i'm apprehensive,
i'm afraid, i'm alarmed

i'm a lily-livered,
i'm a butterfly disquieted,

i'm concerned,
suspicious
that you're just
playing over me,

i'm in a cold sweat
i'm afraid, i'm weak
i'm really worried.

You win today

be victorious,
and get the better of me,

make happy
and triumph over me,

this is just your chance
you go, grab it

but i warn you
tomorrow i'll be back

and i'll stir up
i'll incapacitate you

in our next fight...

Hold me

i'm knocked over
you disarray my
normal evening

i'm now
turn tupsy-turvy
i'm a bit
turn upside-down today

i'm jittery,
i quiver,
i'm about
to lose my temper

please hold me
my peace,
my solution.

nightmare

all torn up
last night
was all a nightmare

i bummed out
i lost my way out
you shouted bullshit

i now find it out
the color of green
has now turn blue

i feel disquieted,
i'm pretty much
agitated,

today,
you just turn me capsized
and my life so chaotic.

to my beloved

oh, I see
are you happy now?

to be honest
i am,
i have lots of them
don't need your
itsy-bitsy,
and teensy-weensy
lobster.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! ! !
I KNOW YOU'RE WAITING
FOR MY SIMPLE GREETINGS....