parasol

i love sunny day

i love wearing long sleeves

i like wearing sunglasses

i want myself covered

i want to enjoy the sun

especially when i sweat
and perspire

and when i'm with my parasol
the white sun protection
that i really treasure.

i can't think of any words

i don't like writing today
i can't think of any words

that would best discribe a feeling
more than that of a dying man

a storm, a whirl wind,
a thunder roaring it's anger

sounds fascinating
lights flashing like lightnings

people staring
yelling, pointing fingers at us

with their eyes criticizing
adorn with pain and insincerity

from a woman that possesses
the endless pains and miseries


oh, how long can you stand?

endless rain

endless rain
endless melancholy
endless pain
why do you embrace me?

i'm now here in tears
why do you have
to touch me this way?

can't you understand?

why do you have to say goodbye?
why do you have to say it?
i don't want that to happen
i can't imagine

because you have given me life
you have become my guide
you don't have to do this to me
i need you in my life

i love you as my man
is it difficult to understand?

inting gamay

imikimi - Customize Your World!

like his father
he's very active
he likes moving
he likes doing something

he's smart
very naughty
very inquisitive
his gestures tickles me

his my boy
my baby boy
he made me this happy
very, very happy

my boy

imikimi - Customize Your World!

they say it's a gurl
but he's not

maybe the eyes
are that of a gurl

they're so bright
and so captivating

like mine
as you told me

several times
in your poem

but no
they're inting's eyes too

and smiles
and cheeks and nose

undoubtedly
they're his

damn question

i'm sick of you're
unending apprehensions
why not rely on me,
why not have faith,
am i not trustworthy?

i miss you dear~

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My hubby and My baby

they are:
my poem
my treasure
my lasting treasure
i hope to have them
here, here
forever in my heart
i hope to hold them as i can
i hope they'll stay with me
even in my deepest grief
even if i'm lost
out here in the dark
for they are my light
they are my lasting light
the one
that will never left me
in the coldness
of my heart

love:decision

come my darling
come closer
whisper to me
the three sweetest words
i waited from you everyday
oh, how can i be this thrilled
oh, why my flesh
is shaken this way
uncontrollably

come devour me
up here in our heavens
i'll give it your way
just tell me and i'll pray
i'll kneel unceasingly
where you can raise your head up
to the creator of this love

we will never waste anytime
we will hold it
and savor each moment
of unending joy
where we stand
like the youth electrified
by love
just in our time
we will testify
how God has made us
this powerful
this intense
a feeling
a decision

the certainty of our love

this morning
i saw you in the dawn
of my dream

you're just there
smiling and keeping
your sensitivity
and my awareness

holding a ring of commitment
a promise you can't let go
love and passion is in your eyes
coated with a crime
we can't deny

i wanted to hug you tight
but you slipt away
you untie my arms
that kept you tied

then tears fall
clouds shadowed the sun
thunder booms so loud
bursting it's anger
rain falls
soaked us wet

it can't understand us
for it can never be
it can never be ours
the sunny day
the fine one
under that mango tree

now i'm bleeding
while thinking about us
what if the us will end
all of a sudden
i still don't know what to do
that i'm certain

i'm still unready
for the agony
and the anguish
to come my way

for it's not the music
in our head
not even the dance
we want to uncover
in our moving feet

all i want is now
a love flourished
in the middle of ambiguity
yet certain to be captivated
and be fascinated
with the love
that only you and me
can describe
with serenity

no matter how much we try
it will not remain hidden
and in our thrive
hoping we survive

you're my romeo

oh my romeo
i'm cinderellah
i'm a fun of you
i wish you hear me
now i'm in front of your balcony
waitin' for a glance
down here in this single instance
i wish to be your better half--
the juliet in your heart
not just your girlfriend--
your cinderellah

oh damn
i acted cheap
to a love forbidden
i'm into you
you're my
S_P_E_C_I_A_L man
i'm a damn stalker
but i wish you heed me
and spit on me
so i'll be out in your way
flown in the river
out there in the valley
cleaning my stepmom's shoes
forever damn kissin them
like my own sweet candies
and lollipops in cherry flavor

need your attention

can somebody explain to me

why love is like this?

why you have to fall to someone
with somebody on their own

remnants revealing

is this what i really want?

to keep loving
keep caring someone
and he can care me alone
oh need your attention

outta here

i wish to move on
i wish to really forget you
i wish to get rid of you
here in my heart

your voice controls me
here in my head
and now i'm stock on it
i'm voiceless
and senseless
outta here

i beg you
let me go
my heart is in pain
why i'm bound with you

i keep runnin
but can't let go
can't find peace
am i going in vain?
i don't understand
oh will you please tell me
i don't know what you do to me
i'm outta here
keep shouting your name

Woori

Woori didn't worry about life
its little feet likes crawling
on Amy's palm
which tenderly
handles the pet
with care and real affection

Woori is always happy
when it comes close
as she gives away
its food for it to eat
and be alive
in the hand of a
pet's master

the mysterious scent in you

i once believed that attraction
towards the opposite
lies in the physique ,
hair, skin, or the face of a person

i also thought
it's from the wealth you possess
or the education you achieved
but no, that surely is not true

maybe personality counts
but it's not the primary reason
and that i only knew
until you told me you possess
the gift of being
the babe-magnet

the mysterious hormone
the chief ingredient
of a healhty sexual magnetism
that lies under your skin
and the main reason
why i run after you
without my knowing
like a magic potion

the said hormone
the mysterious scent
i knew you own is
pheromones

I wish

i wish i didn't know how to write

i wish i didn't know how to fight

i wish i didn't know you in my life

so that when we met there

in the life of the unknown

you will never doubt

instead, accept the love

the fate that we have

and will never think like

it's not meant for us

for we are not this and not that

His name is Secret

we made lots of designs

we utter expressions that we only knew

but today i will declare

not war, not liberty

not a proverb, not a hearsay

but a word you will never understand

if you won't look at it closer

and touch,

the smoothness, the smarmy feeling

for i'll take the edge off in it

and take the sting out that's in it

a green-light, an order

don't stop, for i will just be here

for you

no matter how much you question

even if it ends to distrust or delusion

or even make this road

obscure

like any demurral

or dilemma

i'll be certain

my heart beats fast

when i hear a voice of a man

named _ _ _ _.

the scent of a hormone

many people talk to me
many people say something
about my life
and how i manage my family
they tell me what to say or do

I really don't know
I can't answer them
when they question me
about you
and how much I love you

for in no reason
you hooked me like
a salivating lion

i only knew
i can't let go of you
for the high pitched voice
has stocked here in my brain
and became the oozing hormones
that drives me crazy
following a scent
from mile away

i haven't smell since

not until you came

and talk to me this way

our way

the poetic way

Liar! Liar! Liar!

I never denied it.

Did I?

But why not ask yourself?

Probably you know better than I am.

Are you honest?

I like being honest,
but I am not...

I like honest people,
they seem to be true...

I wish you can realize that,
We're both are...

that doesn't exclude you..

our love

i know,

Oh,
how much i like it
sweat to sweat we swim
to the ocean of pleasure
and wind more anticipation
we merge to sweetness of being owned

by flesh
we flash to the warmth of our love
we hold our hands
we grip to the sensation of a whirl world
being electrified and magnetized
we dig in to and dig out the burden of our sacrifice

the smile
the joy of being satisfied
yours and mine has this unending
bounty of a real satisfaction
we tasted and never wasted
in this wide heaven
above the cottony clouds
we made our bed
and the lights of the stars
who never blinks
to watch
a night of making love
our love
oh i wish
another round.

You know what I mean

A: You've been with Karen every night this week.
How's it going?

B: I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate.
It's serious.

A: Maybe you need to see a doctor.

B: Ha ha. You know what I mean.

Simple Life

Mommy Olivia once asked
to her five years old daughter and said,
"Vanessa, what's life?"
Vanessa pout then smiled
and said,
"Mommy I don't know."
"Is it watermelon?"
"Is it strawberry?"
"Is it potato?"
"I really don't know."
But Mommy Olivia heared
Vanessa's answer laughed and said back,
"Yeah right."
"You are really right."
"Thank you anyway."
"I now understand."
That day Mommy Olivia just smiled
and felt better than ever. She knows
Vanessa was right. Life isn't complicated.
Looking at it in the eyes of a child
might help us in the burden
we encounter each day.

Now Mommy Olivia is still as busy as before
but she now knows life is simple.

(the poem is dedicated to Olivia)

today

Now the sun is shining
the day has moved it's way
fast towards the next week
i surely wanna have it
and spend it with love
unending love even if
we have it here in this place
we call our dreamland

Life

life could be a decade
of running after a dream

life could be a day
with a family or a friend

life could be an hour
of eating an ice cream

life could be now
the love coated with a flame

life is nothing
but loving, loving, and loving

life is you and me
forever
in this fight to weakness
we call our own

For my Loved Alan

Starting today,
I will write for you
I'll pray for you
I'll do that for your recovery
I'll manage to offer
everything for you

Starting today,
I'll care more about you
I'll ask all the angels
and saints to be with you
in all your sufferings

Starting today,
I'll tell them that
I care a lot about you
and I'm willing
to give-up everything
just for you, my dear

So starting today
be able to hold on to
that hope in your heart
and cling to whatever joy
you can have

Don't hesitate
I'm just here for you
for you are special
here in my heart

please don't say anything about it

you don't need to think
you don't need to say anything
i'm here to share with you
i'm here to love you
and i'm sure you know

rain

I was riding my bike
I went a long way from home
I was having a good time

After a while,
I saw black clouds in the sky
I tried to ride home fast
The wind pushed me back
I didn't think I could make it

Then long came the bus
I stopped
The driver said
that I could bring my bike on the bus

I got on the bus just in time
Rain and more rain began to fall
from the sky

my foolishness

i'm very much aware
i know my stand my dear
and i will keep it

anyway, i appreciate you
you're totally different
from all the man i know

you're not after for some fill
not making me fell into your hand's
unreasonable power

not to sweetness i have
i wish i have a chance to thank you more
but it's better to end this foolishness

i call my own.