i like my poems; that's me

I love all my sad poems
I love all my love poems
I love all my nasty one now

I love all of them written
In the palm of my head
And in the broken hearted me

I'm proud being me
I'm proud being stupid like bison
In the grassland wandering

Searching for the meaning
Of the sunshine and the rain
Falling to fill the hungry soul like mind

lost to another lost hand

head game

I wish to show you a piece of me
uncove, unlocked
open to fill you up

but I am not the right answer
to your questions of trust
I'm the delusion you fantasize
you're just to visualize

but you can find no love in me
all were just a game
it's in the head
and it will never be real

ADbent Sent me

whatta damn thing

i know how much we have
for one another

i know about the damn consequences
and possibilities of this damn foolishness

but you're here with me
understanding my sincere insincerity

i'm not perfect
i'm not polished
i'm a stupid, damn woman
madly in love
with a stupid damn man
that's you

travesty

i was on my foot
standing in front of a door
waiting for its open
and welcomes me
on its love and passion

but the the day has ended
the sun sets
and hide in the darkness
i couldn't belive that
he has never open

now i'm here alone
in the dark--lonely
and lost,
hungry with his words
wishing all things
has its beginning

i saw it
i saw myself
in honesty
lost in travesty

my lil boy

Son

imikimi - Customize Your World!

the game they call love

people have fallin in love
before we know

but i couldn't understand
why i keep dancing
with these words with you

without even thinking
if it's wrong or right

if it's jazz or pop
if it's bingo or a deal or no deal
situations that you know

i confess
i am honestly
fallin for you

i'm not sure how this game
will have its due but
i wish you play with me

come let's have
that dance
we always wanted

so let's eat that fun
and have a fill
while we're still young

right?
love you~

a sit i always wanted

i wish to change a sit with her
i wish to have the same view
as she were with you
out there in the rain
soaked and wet
and the embrace
that will bound us to death

and let's step by step
do it in gal able moment
until we're out of breath
out there in the shame
we always dream to come true
keep winning
have that smashing return
go straight to the ball
wish to have it all and wow~
oh that's sounds great
more than these poem
i wrote for you
oh, i so love you~

myths

sometimes it's necessary
to take a pintch of salt
to whatever myths
you encounter in life
but my eyes
can hardly qualify them
they're at times
in disguise.

parasol

i love sunny day

i love wearing long sleeves

i like wearing sunglasses

i want myself covered

i want to enjoy the sun

especially when i sweat
and perspire

and when i'm with my parasol
the white sun protection
that i really treasure.

i can't think of any words

i don't like writing today
i can't think of any words

that would best discribe a feeling
more than that of a dying man

a storm, a whirl wind,
a thunder roaring it's anger

sounds fascinating
lights flashing like lightnings

people staring
yelling, pointing fingers at us

with their eyes criticizing
adorn with pain and insincerity

from a woman that possesses
the endless pains and miseries


oh, how long can you stand?

endless rain

endless rain
endless melancholy
endless pain
why do you embrace me?

i'm now here in tears
why do you have
to touch me this way?

can't you understand?

why do you have to say goodbye?
why do you have to say it?
i don't want that to happen
i can't imagine

because you have given me life
you have become my guide
you don't have to do this to me
i need you in my life

i love you as my man
is it difficult to understand?

inting gamay

imikimi - Customize Your World!

like his father
he's very active
he likes moving
he likes doing something

he's smart
very naughty
very inquisitive
his gestures tickles me

his my boy
my baby boy
he made me this happy
very, very happy

my boy

imikimi - Customize Your World!

they say it's a gurl
but he's not

maybe the eyes
are that of a gurl

they're so bright
and so captivating

like mine
as you told me

several times
in your poem

but no
they're inting's eyes too

and smiles
and cheeks and nose

undoubtedly
they're his

damn question

i'm sick of you're
unending apprehensions
why not rely on me,
why not have faith,
am i not trustworthy?

i miss you dear~

Myspace I Miss You Comments

My hubby and My baby

they are:
my poem
my treasure
my lasting treasure
i hope to have them
here, here
forever in my heart
i hope to hold them as i can
i hope they'll stay with me
even in my deepest grief
even if i'm lost
out here in the dark
for they are my light
they are my lasting light
the one
that will never left me
in the coldness
of my heart

love:decision

come my darling
come closer
whisper to me
the three sweetest words
i waited from you everyday
oh, how can i be this thrilled
oh, why my flesh
is shaken this way
uncontrollably

come devour me
up here in our heavens
i'll give it your way
just tell me and i'll pray
i'll kneel unceasingly
where you can raise your head up
to the creator of this love

we will never waste anytime
we will hold it
and savor each moment
of unending joy
where we stand
like the youth electrified
by love
just in our time
we will testify
how God has made us
this powerful
this intense
a feeling
a decision

the certainty of our love

this morning
i saw you in the dawn
of my dream

you're just there
smiling and keeping
your sensitivity
and my awareness

holding a ring of commitment
a promise you can't let go
love and passion is in your eyes
coated with a crime
we can't deny

i wanted to hug you tight
but you slipt away
you untie my arms
that kept you tied

then tears fall
clouds shadowed the sun
thunder booms so loud
bursting it's anger
rain falls
soaked us wet

it can't understand us
for it can never be
it can never be ours
the sunny day
the fine one
under that mango tree

now i'm bleeding
while thinking about us
what if the us will end
all of a sudden
i still don't know what to do
that i'm certain

i'm still unready
for the agony
and the anguish
to come my way

for it's not the music
in our head
not even the dance
we want to uncover
in our moving feet

all i want is now
a love flourished
in the middle of ambiguity
yet certain to be captivated
and be fascinated
with the love
that only you and me
can describe
with serenity

no matter how much we try
it will not remain hidden
and in our thrive
hoping we survive

you're my romeo

oh my romeo
i'm cinderellah
i'm a fun of you
i wish you hear me
now i'm in front of your balcony
waitin' for a glance
down here in this single instance
i wish to be your better half--
the juliet in your heart
not just your girlfriend--
your cinderellah

oh damn
i acted cheap
to a love forbidden
i'm into you
you're my
S_P_E_C_I_A_L man
i'm a damn stalker
but i wish you heed me
and spit on me
so i'll be out in your way
flown in the river
out there in the valley
cleaning my stepmom's shoes
forever damn kissin them
like my own sweet candies
and lollipops in cherry flavor

need your attention

can somebody explain to me

why love is like this?

why you have to fall to someone
with somebody on their own

remnants revealing

is this what i really want?

to keep loving
keep caring someone
and he can care me alone
oh need your attention

outta here

i wish to move on
i wish to really forget you
i wish to get rid of you
here in my heart

your voice controls me
here in my head
and now i'm stock on it
i'm voiceless
and senseless
outta here

i beg you
let me go
my heart is in pain
why i'm bound with you

i keep runnin
but can't let go
can't find peace
am i going in vain?
i don't understand
oh will you please tell me
i don't know what you do to me
i'm outta here
keep shouting your name

Woori

Woori didn't worry about life
its little feet likes crawling
on Amy's palm
which tenderly
handles the pet
with care and real affection

Woori is always happy
when it comes close
as she gives away
its food for it to eat
and be alive
in the hand of a
pet's master

the mysterious scent in you

i once believed that attraction
towards the opposite
lies in the physique ,
hair, skin, or the face of a person

i also thought
it's from the wealth you possess
or the education you achieved
but no, that surely is not true

maybe personality counts
but it's not the primary reason
and that i only knew
until you told me you possess
the gift of being
the babe-magnet

the mysterious hormone
the chief ingredient
of a healhty sexual magnetism
that lies under your skin
and the main reason
why i run after you
without my knowing
like a magic potion

the said hormone
the mysterious scent
i knew you own is
pheromones

I wish

i wish i didn't know how to write

i wish i didn't know how to fight

i wish i didn't know you in my life

so that when we met there

in the life of the unknown

you will never doubt

instead, accept the love

the fate that we have

and will never think like

it's not meant for us

for we are not this and not that

His name is Secret

we made lots of designs

we utter expressions that we only knew

but today i will declare

not war, not liberty

not a proverb, not a hearsay

but a word you will never understand

if you won't look at it closer

and touch,

the smoothness, the smarmy feeling

for i'll take the edge off in it

and take the sting out that's in it

a green-light, an order

don't stop, for i will just be here

for you

no matter how much you question

even if it ends to distrust or delusion

or even make this road

obscure

like any demurral

or dilemma

i'll be certain

my heart beats fast

when i hear a voice of a man

named _ _ _ _.

the scent of a hormone

many people talk to me
many people say something
about my life
and how i manage my family
they tell me what to say or do

I really don't know
I can't answer them
when they question me
about you
and how much I love you

for in no reason
you hooked me like
a salivating lion

i only knew
i can't let go of you
for the high pitched voice
has stocked here in my brain
and became the oozing hormones
that drives me crazy
following a scent
from mile away

i haven't smell since

not until you came

and talk to me this way

our way

the poetic way

Liar! Liar! Liar!

I never denied it.

Did I?

But why not ask yourself?

Probably you know better than I am.

Are you honest?

I like being honest,
but I am not...

I like honest people,
they seem to be true...

I wish you can realize that,
We're both are...

that doesn't exclude you..

our love

i know,

Oh,
how much i like it
sweat to sweat we swim
to the ocean of pleasure
and wind more anticipation
we merge to sweetness of being owned

by flesh
we flash to the warmth of our love
we hold our hands
we grip to the sensation of a whirl world
being electrified and magnetized
we dig in to and dig out the burden of our sacrifice

the smile
the joy of being satisfied
yours and mine has this unending
bounty of a real satisfaction
we tasted and never wasted
in this wide heaven
above the cottony clouds
we made our bed
and the lights of the stars
who never blinks
to watch
a night of making love
our love
oh i wish
another round.

You know what I mean

A: You've been with Karen every night this week.
How's it going?

B: I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate.
It's serious.

A: Maybe you need to see a doctor.

B: Ha ha. You know what I mean.

Simple Life

Mommy Olivia once asked
to her five years old daughter and said,
"Vanessa, what's life?"
Vanessa pout then smiled
and said,
"Mommy I don't know."
"Is it watermelon?"
"Is it strawberry?"
"Is it potato?"
"I really don't know."
But Mommy Olivia heared
Vanessa's answer laughed and said back,
"Yeah right."
"You are really right."
"Thank you anyway."
"I now understand."
That day Mommy Olivia just smiled
and felt better than ever. She knows
Vanessa was right. Life isn't complicated.
Looking at it in the eyes of a child
might help us in the burden
we encounter each day.

Now Mommy Olivia is still as busy as before
but she now knows life is simple.

(the poem is dedicated to Olivia)

today

Now the sun is shining
the day has moved it's way
fast towards the next week
i surely wanna have it
and spend it with love
unending love even if
we have it here in this place
we call our dreamland

Life

life could be a decade
of running after a dream

life could be a day
with a family or a friend

life could be an hour
of eating an ice cream

life could be now
the love coated with a flame

life is nothing
but loving, loving, and loving

life is you and me
forever
in this fight to weakness
we call our own

For my Loved Alan

Starting today,
I will write for you
I'll pray for you
I'll do that for your recovery
I'll manage to offer
everything for you

Starting today,
I'll care more about you
I'll ask all the angels
and saints to be with you
in all your sufferings

Starting today,
I'll tell them that
I care a lot about you
and I'm willing
to give-up everything
just for you, my dear

So starting today
be able to hold on to
that hope in your heart
and cling to whatever joy
you can have

Don't hesitate
I'm just here for you
for you are special
here in my heart

please don't say anything about it

you don't need to think
you don't need to say anything
i'm here to share with you
i'm here to love you
and i'm sure you know

rain

I was riding my bike
I went a long way from home
I was having a good time

After a while,
I saw black clouds in the sky
I tried to ride home fast
The wind pushed me back
I didn't think I could make it

Then long came the bus
I stopped
The driver said
that I could bring my bike on the bus

I got on the bus just in time
Rain and more rain began to fall
from the sky

my foolishness

i'm very much aware
i know my stand my dear
and i will keep it

anyway, i appreciate you
you're totally different
from all the man i know

you're not after for some fill
not making me fell into your hand's
unreasonable power

not to sweetness i have
i wish i have a chance to thank you more
but it's better to end this foolishness

i call my own.

stop~

stop writing me
stop doing this to me

let's stop bothering each other
let's not waste time for nothing

i know you're just after for something
i know you will do it for the sake of adventure

but my love to you is for real
and it is beyond words and expressions

for you to play with
and plainly venture

i promise, just wait

I promise to bite

the swetest apple of your love

But I promise no time

and won't care about anything

Just give me the chance

to savor that moment

a wait to the fullfilment

of a real anticipation

see you there

i want to meet that moment you can't forget

the moment where you can't say anything but hold

to the sweetest--the slippery road to our heaven

i'll give nothing but my best for you to hold on

this wings of love that i possess

since we met in our dreamland--the untold

the apple of my eye

ice melting
clouds fade away
the sun keeps shining
one, two, three
i lost it again
oh how can this quench me?

i need a real one
organic, juicy
i know i can do it

yes, i wanna have it
red, shiny, juicy apple

you're

the apple of my eye

this love

love is like crossin in the wild
you need to survive the cold
you have to eat the food of the unknown
look forward to the world beyond
and fly the unreachable mountain of desire
no boundaries, only hope
empty soul turns out to be your home
darkness become an exciting adventure
and ultimate freedom is our climatic
opportunity to kill the most boring day
a day with two serenity

perhaps love is to wait
a sun to tranquil from its unceasing
anger to the little grasses and flowers under our skin

i won't give up for you

life isn't easy these days
life isn't sure for me
but i will write this poem
for you my love

as a gratitude of your
unending desire
to make this love be realized

yes, i won't give up
for you my love

hold me closer to your heart

you are right my love
you are perfectly right

i have many worries
i'm bound to many hesitations

i wanted to let go
and let love flow

in this heaven
we call our own

i'm all yours
that i promise to you

come hold me tight
closer to you heart

i promise not to give up

i started to be convinced,
no one has care about me.
that i'm all alone in this fight
for they all left me hanging--
lost in the dark
without something to hold

but now, i realized even to that,
an angel wass sent for me to tell me
that i'm not alone and and i am loved

thank you,
now i have the strength to continue
and i promise not to give up

FOR YOU~

blind sun

the sun is blinded
now, he can't see me
i'm out of no where
he couldn't reach me
he couldn't touch me

love is callin'
but i'm not goin'
i wish to stay and hide
away from his sight
the sound of his right
that bound me

i'll rather fight my own pain
even without his attention

cold hands

my hand is cold
my heart showed nothing
but a scar of a taken freedom
a love that was not given
a chance to survive
her forever wish
in the dark

hang on

later, this love blooms
needs to hang on and survive
have to numb my heart

altar boy

i'm getting crazy with an altar boy
i'm lost and love with his loving voice
a permanent mark in my head
it hurts knowing his taken
and his heart is owned by someone

how can i be free?
how can i be better without him here?
how can this pain pass by?
it surely live a lifetime
a real mess
yet, a real piece of art
please give me a kiss
before you left this world
i made for you
hidden in the open
i don't want it known
but have to let you know
my dear altar boy

is this love?

i can feel the thrill

my hand trembles

my mind jitters

and jerks

as i hear your voice

deep down in me

it digs in

and made it deeper

as time goes by

this became a flower

a song of love

a wish to hear

and a poem i wish to read

repeatedly in a day

so come sing to me

a love song

write to me a poem

of lust and love

a love making

that lasts a life time

a sincere breath of kindness

in an open arms

and that tender kisses

we have in the cottony clouds

of your pure attention

come have your fill

i am now the damn food

on your table

i'll fill you up

with my endless

caress and love

the reason why

we created this heaven ours

without their eyes lookin' at as

in pain

i'm now in pain

my love has lost in vain

i had this man

who let me see

the real picture

and the real score

of a love

that can never be one

as it was before

for all this

i say,

i'm now in deep sorrow,

in tears and perfectly lost

in the darkness

your absence

WHEN LOVE IS ALIVE

When love comes,
life is its promise

when love turns to gratefullness,
life is sustained by its promise

when love endures all pains and trials,
life is alive forever surpassing its misfortunes

a journey with you

we're all in a journey
i am in a journey with you
i know things will never go easy

your far and i know that perfectly
but you guide from afar
you love me
and we are one in the land far away

we join hands
we hope nothin' but join hearts
and became one in a story that
will never fade away

life

when the rain fall
the grass grew green
and life became a game

Amy's Speech for Teacher's Day

[7:36:56 PM] Amy
(7:30-8:00PM)
Let's Go 3 says:
My teacher name is Hazel~
she is love me.
she is MY english teacher.
I love she!

[7:37:43 PM]
Teacher Hazel says:
My teacher's name is Hazel~
She loves me.
She is my English teacher.
I love her!

[7:38:51 PM]
Amy (7:30-8:00PM)
Let's Go 3 says: (blush)

one in a dream

i still don't have a class
it's 5:17 in the afternoon already
and Jim's not yet online to study with me

on the other hand i'm blogging
writing my endless boredom

i wish you'll read this
i wish you feel this short greeting
for today is friday

i wish tomorrow,
you will have a good weekend

i'm sure i'll miss you
but we have to accept it
we are just one in a dream

forever...

already taken

oh my, a slip of the tongue
i'm not supposed to tell you that
for i know it's not right
but can you tell me what right is?
is it wrong to fall to someone
even if she is already taken?

When

When you send me your morning greetings
you're holdin' my heart with your warm being
i just wish this love will never end
i just wish, you're with me until the end

When you ask me about my day going
i feel like i'm just on my day dreaming
you fill my empty heart every moment of my day
i wish you will never get tired with me

When i think about the times we spent together
i know it's a mistake, i know where i stand
but i can't stand to my heart's longing
you in my tender hands and the soft touches of your arms

When we kiss in the rain and think like there's no end
come back to me again and feel free to be my man
think about nothing but i'm your woman
i'll be there forever in your dream

wish to hold

i'm holding right now
i'm holding on to your love
but doubted a lot

your voice has fade away
i can hardly hear you these days

don't tell me
you'll leave me this simple
without warning or wistle

lost again

i was lost with your touch once again
your love had me,
in my most vulnerable feeling

you caress me with real tenderness
a truly speechless whisper in my ears
of an inexperienced woman, i believe

i doubted upon your disposition
and hope for the best position

a treasure to hold
a real love unfold

but there isn't hope, i know
you're taken and i am too.

moments

moments are shared
moments are at times not enough
specially when you're with the one you love

last friday we had our moment
though short we fine this our happiness

a moment to know more
in your most vulnerable intention
to love and be loved with no hesitation

i wish to have the same moment
i wish to savor another moment
with you my love

two parallel paths

moments are shared
moments are at times not enough
specially when your with someone you love

last Friday we had a moment
a few moments of love
though short but we fine this our happiness

i love the way, we had this love
though wrong but made our feelings right
for the two of us are in parallel paths.

least expected love

who can say,
love can't occur
when you least expect it?

i had it,
i experienced it

i loved,
and feel loved

when Venus enlightened me
in my loneliness at night

waiting

i been here since yesterday
waiting for the sun to shine

the days has passed away
without even saying goodbye to me

my friends and students has left me
and had their fill of life in the other world

Scalley, Yuki, Ken, and not to mention
the times we've shared with tears

and the unending laughters
that made our true friendship possible

haiku: coffee

our valued friendship
mixed quality time and days
creates partnership

haiku: clown

funny face you are
wise man speaks, ask me to dance
inside is a frown

haiku: assumption

new, old stories told
few unproven gentleness
heart deeply perceived

haiku: Summer in the Philipines

shaded lights of blue
under the green mango tree
cool breeze touches me

Choka: Loved Pet Chihuahua

i am still dreaming of you
wake me up my love

shake me, push me through your love
wanna be with you

passionately caress me
like your chihuahua

that's what i'm dreaming about
your own pet and love

Haiku: Fate

inconveniences
bind hands in a promise
fulfilling their fate

Haiku: Broken Heart

teared eyes down pouring
one broken heart in two paths
not a misfortune

pain

painful malady has engulfed me
painful past haste no where
i wish a game so happy
and so lost the pain my life
has gave me.

wake me

wake me up my love
i'm still dreaming of you
holding your arms
and feel you
even if
you're already gone

lost

i didn't loose anything
but you

why did you ask a love
from a stolent fantasy?

that is of no use

before and now

i had faith and love when i have you
i had passion when i first make love with you
the fire, the fire burns me, works great with us

but now i have a very big question,
i don't know if i have to tell you this
it's a little different and it surely hurts

before it's too late

jumpy and jittery
my mind worries

i turn topsy-turvy
thought i had no reason

i over reacted

but i am just human
i need to inform the sun

how much he hurts me
and wasted all my devotion

now i try to redeem it
before it's too late

the rightful thing

i was wide awake
when you left me

bringing a hand carry bag
full of clothes and worries

you stop thinking
never heed to any reason

you acted out
without even listening

you flee away,
fading to the west

towards the sunset
and left my day

now your under the moon's beam,
embracing it

thinking that's the rightful thing
to do to me.

i love you so

you will not break
i know,
you will just bend

but for godsake
i'm human--flesh
now i'm bleeding

lost the wings
i have
you gave me

you once lend it
and so i borrowed

but you took it away
now, i long for the wings
i feel less of a human

merely because of you
who God has sent to me
to be my man, and my savior

now, you flee away--gone
in a far distant place
where my whisper can't reach

i love you so
please come back
for i need you.

you know

I was not hiding
and stop telling me that

because i am totally different
to what you think i am

i am not afraid of darkness
i've been here for so long

so my eyes can see it clearly
underneath the cover of your mind

now, so dark and luring
mocking me so hard in a distant.

Can you bring me there?

you're the man,
strong, powerful and brave
but i am not the man you are,
i bleed so deep
yesterday, i lost my day
for i was hurt,
and had a hard time
picking up the pieces
of my broken wings,
now i dream
of flying to the heavens,
can you bring me there?.

I can't answer your question

You visited me in these poor longings
here in this little sanctuary, you find it easy
you settle and feel at home, though short
you find yourself contented
with all my hugs and kisses
i intended them for you
to feel the warmth
that's what you've been longing
for a long time

have your fill and savor
the sweetness of my words
they are really yours, my love
they aren't honey but they were as sweet as that
please, don't ask me questions
all i can give you is this,
the fullness of my love
and that has no reason
your longing has become mine, too.
feel the wave length and try to understand
i can't answer your questions.

our foreheads kiss

until i see you tonight at the back of my mind
i feel your hazel skin, hairsuit, fine and smooth

touching my innermost, my sincere feeling
of love, and desired the warmth of your breath

the moment you exhales in my face as we kiss our foreheads
under the farm we cultivated for our futures contentment

my burden has gone, my weeks' worries
has flee away without us knowing their memories

now i'm here in the heavens, though dark
but the two constant firefly has keep us company

to light up our eyes and be able to see the mountains
the curves, and the flows of the river,

rushing down to the sweetness of the ocean
where you wish to swim, i'm now soaked wet

in our dive, i never regretted.

no force has forced me

of no force has forced me
a feeling of wonder now has lead me wandering
in this world of love that commands me
in my morning, noon and night time
this means i am but a crazy woman,
the man has taken my sanity
and driven me away
to an unspoken beginning
without the sight of where
to end must have gone,
if you know please guide me
i'll come with you
the end of this foolishness must end...

Happy Birthday Amy!!!

Another Year I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

My lovely poem for you

the poem of your love is here
the woman of your dream
the woman you always wanted

come go near and be captivated
by my one and only embrace

my love,
my darling,
my sweetheart

i am now ready to be devoured,
and ready to be swallowed
by your unending imagination

come take me and i'm always ready
ready for your next creation

i'll give you the rainbow of my thousand kisses
where you can use and have it a blanket
of the loneliness you have in a few moments

of the day you long and long to write for a woman
as lovely as your poem, you just created it.

real

real love cares
real love shows no fears
real love sustains
real love perseveres
real love ease the pains
real love doesn't mind
the past of his love

so am i to you
here i show how much i love you
i don't care how many won't undersand
i will surely persevere even in the toughest storm
for your love has removed all my fears
and does sustain me this needless adventure

i confess

wandering i am
i honestly claim

unease caused by your
not asking permission

you played my heavens
you call and tease the clouds

and free the rain
without hesitation

even in the knowledge
that's just a passing train

now i'm bound in my sadness
and i'm soaked in a puddle

now turned mud
for i tossed and turn
in this restlessnes

i confess, i am caught
and hooked.

i know

your pain exudes
your sorrow flows
but no fumes, no water
can exceed to its power
for its mindful nature
thinks a careless venture

will i ever change a word?
we didn't, we never
exchange a word
much more a promise
for the future
why wait, why long
that's of no use
i know.

She's crying a river

a mother's crying a river
when her little son offer her bread
that he was about to eat

the mother knows how much
he likes to eat it but because the mother
opened her hand and pretend to beg

the son with no hesitation
give the small piece left for him
for her mom in his innocence

tested him to own a piece of self-sarifice--
that is more precious
than the bread his holdin',

how many mom's are there
who teaches their children
like her?

only few
one is now crying a river

I will learn to be ready

I thought I'm ready to loose you
I thought I'm ready to forget you
I thought I'm ready to bleed for you
I thought I'm ready to be okay without you

But I ain't ready to loose you
I ain't ready to forget you
I ain't ready to bleed for you
I ain't ready to be okay without you

Please stay
Please stay

I will just learn to listen to silence
So that even without you saying
I will be able to let this love live
And learn to be ready as you are

set unspoken with your love
Betwen those lines of you silence
I will learn to forget, bleed and
be okay without you

Pronounce The Opposite

What if life is
pronounced as "DEATH"
and then I'll say when
I recieved your engagement,
"I'm dead".

What if love is
pronounced as "HATE"
and when you kiss me,
I'll say to you
"I'll hate it".

What if together is
pronounced as "SEPARATE"
maybe I'll keep on telling that
"I'm longng for the time we separate".

What if

What if humans are made of steel
I guess there'll be no need for doctors
you will surely endure all in serenity
with no worries for the future

What if humans can no longer feel
i guess thre's no use of hitting you
or complaining you left me
without even asking permission

What if humans can fly
i'll guess, i'll be the first
to be found in the moon
or sliding down from
the rainbow to the ground.

you'll never know.

JIM

How about this? As my friend ask me when he wrote this next to me.

my fascination is so strong that i can't take control but go with it's flow that is so strong to handle i'm now a little concupiscence fascination strong losing control the flow unable to handle on this honest concupiscence the moments tries to unfold all the conspicuous aspiration i'm now saving the moment moments unfold the conspicuous aspirations this moment shall i now save you are such a strong temptation like that wine on the rock hard to resist the aroma like scotch on the rocks such aroma as you sparkling and strong so hard to resist the spice stings and hits me here in my little delight your love, hugs and kisses hit me sting me i delight in your love i plunge in your hugs i go losing myself in your kisses i swear your strong enough your so delicious and savory, exquisie to be my dinner. you're spread on my table my exquisite menu for my dinner love and lust all mixed together

Be it

so be it
come devour-- all of me
and don't leave any
left overs drives me crazy
i was once and that stupify me
so please, i can be whatever
you like it to be
a lips so beatiful and tight
and red and colorful
delighted emotions
i will paint in my soft moans
on your rectangular table
of diamonds and gold
i just don't wish you
left me unfinished
eaten as if
you don't love me
perfectly.

the best moment i have today

why can't you be bold
and be free with those words
that couldn't imprison you

why not look at me
i'm free, i lose it
i don't care
i have you near me

and that's the best moment
i ever have today.

I have you and so they envy me

I don't care
I don't have your worry
I just enjoy
and being flattered
for I am now with the king
the man that every woman wish
but I never dream because
I always have him
my everlasting creation
I wish to be an artist
an paint this moment
in a canvas of our emotions
I know how much they think
we are really crazy
and that I perectly agree
I am to my king
I don't care
they don't have that chance
they just envy.

an exquisite dinner

my fascination is so strong that
i can't take control but go with
it's flow that is so strong to handle
i'm now a little concupiscence

the moments tries to unfold
all the conspicuous aspiration
i'm now saving the moment

you are such a strong temptation
like that wine on the rock
hard to resist the aroma

the spice stings and hits me
here in my little delight
your love, hugs and kisses

i swear your strong enough
your so delicious and savory,
exquisie to be my dinner.

desire

human desire
shameless desire
twisted desire
desirable desire
a love's desire
i desire you
and nothing else.

kitten

the new kittens you have is adorable
it's white colored skin seems so light
and smells like that of a jasmin
now your holding it that your own
and doesn't want to let go of it
it's now your new pet
i'm now lost and gone
for i'm no longer a kitten
but an dirty old cat that
you throw away
and never give a damn.

your so sublime

here you are again
the idle hands

that create temptations
in my weak heart

your so sublime
in your line

you burried me
as i do to you

here inside of me
come stay

i'll make you
the harmony

of a fire and
the wind that

wanted to devour me
that i can forget

it's now part
of my reality

that somehow
you wish to be.

My sole desire

What would you do
if you could taste, taste me

i'm now in my dream
so you can

i'm opening my wings
i invited to fly with me

let's have the sky
our first class suite

the clouds
our masters bed

and the stars
to light us up

with you
and me in this

fine night
a romantic event

just you and i
my sole desire.

Storm me

i already tasted my one piece
of a crazy love that took away
my sanity as if a spider inside of me
you devoured me and attack me
in an inverted way, your creepin' here
inside of me where i'm more fragile
oh how clever you are, your simple
you made me sleepless and raise my breathe
and turn it to a turnado, i now whirls
in my own little world now my beds
looks like a thousand storms has passed by
oh that made me tired.

an electricity

i wish to drown with your love
i wish you grip me in your strong hands

and your faithful desire to caress me
tirelessly in your heavens and cloud nines

now your keepin' me that crazy
you made me on to you--an elecricity

unending flow of desire to have you
in every piece of my creation

oh i love you the way you are
the real sweet boy of my desire.

gravity

your keepin' me
you wanted me to be your prisoner
without confining me in your prison
i your cage--the fragile heart you have

you hold me without your touch
down here in my g-spot
I tremble even in the absence of my fear
you bound me without a chain

oh~ how much i love that
i can still live in my own way
i'm still holding my freedom
as if i just stand with you

my real gravity has bound me
i fall again in your own hands.

break me, my pleasure

desires are made to be created
and so i was made the one that will unfold
the pleasures of your heart
now i want you to take your time
i allow you to break me the way you wanted
i allow you to crush me in your hands
who has never tasted the blood of true serenity
i won't beg for mercy, i know it will help you
my lover, my real soul, my desire
i will still make you beautiful
here in my heart no matter
how much you will break me
through the rush of your hands
it's always my pleasure .

Come on surprise me

you surprised me
i'm now burried in my own desire of you
now i want you to take me and see tonight
if you could taste me better save a moment
in every line of your dream and every string
of your guitar, oh i love the way
you draw and take my breath away
you breathe so deep here in my ears
you create a real desire here in my heart
but i want you take your time
and act like you made me
as the wife of your soul
oh, come on surprise me.

you and me as a piece of art

you made me every line of your poem
you design me as the room of your own pain
everything is under your own hands, you' re an artist
my fellow beat, my fellow drum,
you made it in a few seconds, a few minutes
what did you do to me, you devoured my energy
to every color, every stroke of your design
you set my desire a canvas of your idle hands
unfolding my real passion with you
and my spare moments in my busy day
oh, you burried me in that piece of art
our love, our poem, oh that inspires me.

your everyday word

i have loved you
that's why your everyday word,
and every touch has become
my endless adventure
my forever challenge
my wonderful mountain
and my unreachable moon
oh how will i describe the tune
of the guitar that you pluck
and strum and fine wistle
in addition to the music
that you made in your
little creation-- the words
sounds creepy in my ears
but it never scares me
i want the feeling
of dying once and for all
under your love and word
without feeling danger.

real disguise

everyday we are strangers
we had our separate ways
in our different directions
your hirozons gets wider
sometimes it's your pretention
truth remains untold
by my horizons
I lost an expectation
i can't find no words
in your rain
oh you break it again
a few miles has reveal
its expertice
a real disguise
that's no wonder
i fall in love again.

the icecream

an icecream on the table
is untouched but melted
nobody wants it even in its
colorful state, they really hate it

i'm but an icecream
but no matter how much i possess
the rainbow and the star,
the moon and other constellations

in my life i already own it but
the sun will never come to have it
to embrace everything i possess
i'm just that poor melted icecream

on your table
you can't dare grab it
for even i'm not hot
you can't swallow me
i know you hate it.

My angels

two cute little angels
does gives me the flowers of
blue, white, yellow, and red

i know nobody understands
what i'm doing now with my life
except a mother who's heart

is filled with joy seeing
all her children playing
running here and there

not possessing any worries
but just dreams and fancies
in their little heart of angels.

The vision

i have my life these days in control
i know how much i see the light
that will brings the dawn
to my baby that is still in my womb

i perfectly understood how much
she wants to play with her older brother
in the plaza, and swing, and slide
without me and my attention

i'm now afraid and started to worry
about being a mommy of two
cute children with a perfect inspiration
i'm not dreaming, i'm just having my vision.

search for the dawn

Like that of Helen Keller
people who seek knowledge
were in the darkness
searching for the dawn
that possess the light
that the night has
never own.

Evening sicknes

i felt dizzy again
my head whirls
somethings wrong with me
i don't understand what happen
all i know is
the ship isn't here yet.

I never suggest

i never suggest someone to talk
i never suggest someone to answer
i never suggest someone to care
i never suggest someone to play
i never suggest someone to write
i never suggest someone to go
i never suggest someone to read

why should i?
i don't want to be responsible
i want them to be

if i keep on suggesting
they will rely on me
and blame
if they fail
with my given suggestion.

coffee

coffee
i need some coffee
i feel sleepy
my eyes are drippy
i can't have any attention
so i can't hear you say
"i love you honestly"

what is that?
is that better than my coffee?

My favorite day

I am happy
again it's Thursday
and tomorrow is Friday
one more days to go
and it will be Saturday

My favorite day
whether it's rainy, sunny,
windy or cloudy day
I don't care
I have my loved family

And they're sure there for me
even in my worst moment of the day.

hazel's

Sarah

Danny

Amy

Diane

passionate love

i'm a wanderer,
i'm looking for love
i'm searchin' for it,
not once, not twice
but many times
i did

yet failed,
my fates vivid memories
suggest me to play with it,
and so I did
that move made
me succesful,
and so i thought
i already conquer

but no
the man that falls
in love with me
drives me crazy--
he offers all his riches
but that's not my concern

i hate it
i don't want riches
i don't desire leisure
i don't even care
if you are poor
or a beggar

just love, love, love

i don't want the game
i don't want to play with it
i want real passion,
i want a sincere kiss,
a warm hug,
and a passionate love
that you only have.

Olivia and her enthusiasm in HelenEnglish

You might be asking

What is she doin' in front of the camera?

Why is she wearing a headset?

Is she cleaning the drawer?

Why is she carrying her baby?

Is she listening to music?

The answer is NO.

For she's not an ordinary woman,

And she is not in front of the camera;

She is not listening to music;

She is having a class in HelenEnglish;

She is talking to her teacher while attending her baby.
She's on it and will never give up for it.

oh~ I wonder if Jjinam

will be able to understand this situation?

but even if he will not be able to

I'm sure this is for them--

Gyurim and Jjinam's future,

I hope Gilbert will also understand her,

in her desire and enthusiasm

towards the language.

By the way she's Olivia

my friend and my student in English,

I salute!
She a wonderful woman--

a mother

and an English student

at the same time.

i love the way you are

i never look for riches
i never want the astounding
glamour and the expensive clothes
even the colorful landscape
i don't need it
all i want is you the bare land
who is silently keeping my kiss,
my warmth as i pass during the day
i want you, for i love you
the way you are.

real sweet boy of mine

life may be complicated but
i like the way it is, the way we have our time
the way we kiss and softly hug with each other
and hold hands with our keyboards,

nobody understand except the two of us
i see the way it is, the love is still intense
as it was yesterday and even if days may pass
and time will say goodbye to us

i don't really care, i have you today in my arms
real sweet boy of mine.

i'm strange today

i am strange today
i had my class in the usual manner
i have my coffee next to me on my table
with few crackers and nuts and
cheese flavored potato crisps
while i was discussing things to my students
Jim, Evan, Diane, Sarah, Amy but
i can never think of any reason why i keep
reading your poems in the middle
of this routine, my joyful, sorrowful,
gloroious and the mystery of light,
yeah i know it, i don't have an answer
i just love the poems you wrote
even it's not for me
i like it, i love it,
i was moved
sometimes
lustfully.

to my friend alan and nippy

you fine it good to read my nonsense stories

but you never give up showing the best support

you give as much courage as i need

you are a friend, a real friend

i feel the comfort with every comment you wrote

i have no way to acknowlege this special treatment i recieve

thank you, i know it's not enough

but i swear i will do anything i can.

Monday morning

this morning the sun rises in the east
the same place, the same time as yesterday
there wasn't a change just our promise

for today it becomes more intense
i swear, i was amazed when you kissed me
oh i feel the warm and as i closed my eyes

i saw an angel that hugs me in that cold, cold dawn
under the old waiting shed in that small corner
of Sambag in the small sitio of Cancainap

i wish to see the same morning every Monday
everytime when i leave to the city--66 kilometer away
from my loved family

i love you more

i love you more each day
you know that, i already told you
not once, not twice but all my life

i love you more each moment,
as frequent as the beat of my heart
i swear it will only be still
when this life of mine stops

i love you more each day
i just hope this will flourish
like the rose that you take care in our garden
that blooms in what ever season of the year

i swear to love you
i hope you are too.

The dawn of February 19, 2009

i want to remember
that momentous love we share

that night when we were
under the blessing of a priest

that handled our wedding
in a small chapel of St. Anthony

our comfort
our safety harbor

when we were once lost
in His loved church

that we thought to be the best place
the sanctuary
for us sinful Couple for Christ.

the white t-shirt

i saw it,
i saw you when you hug her

i was hurt
i was choked

you must have loved her
your smile widens like that of a wallet

open for acceptance with an open arms
without hesitation

you must have loved her
it shows, i was mute seeing you both

in the heavens like no one's with you
in that minute i'd love to disappear

and be blown by the wind
i'm that poor white t-shirt you wear

i know you never care...

you drive me crazy

you sing the song of angels
you dance the rythm of the wind
you swim like a koi fish in my dream
you write the words of the oceans and the seas
you fly like birds in the blue sky in the east
you kiss me like a roaring thunder in September
you are but strange, you are but funny man
you drive me crazy that i never dream but realize
you are here and are playing with me
since yesterday

they didn't understand

i displayed everything i have
i showed them my anchor
but not my ship

they didn't understand me
when i told them
i hid it in the forest

and have it fixed there
by experts
the carpenters and the farmers

for i wish to raise a farm
in the middle of the sea
and the vast ocean

they didn't understand
but it's okay, i never insisted
to keep their plainsong

here in my ears...

i now understand

i now understand why
i now know why you keep on telling me, hide
i now get it, i just underestimated
it's you, who are my guide
and they are just in disguise
to devour me, but no, they cannot
for they don't really know me
in fact, they never even saw me
that i am on there face, i'm just a dust.

i have loved, i've been loved, i loved

being poor is not a burden to me
even if i don't have, i know i'll have many
i have loved, i've been loved, and is loved
someone like you, that is more than enough
i don't need anything, anything that they have

Greetings!

hi,
hey,
hi-ya,
howdy,
howdy-do,

shalom,
what's up,
how goes it,
how are you,
what's happening,

good morning,
good day,
bonjour,
buenos dias,
buenas noches,

adios,
au revoir,
farewell,
Goodbye.

the promise

you deduce a woman with faithfulness
but you never show mercy upon,
the woman lost her faith and
excogitate something latent
on her fragile heart broken
because of your promise that
made her disintegrate.

i can survive

in your death, i mourn
in your resurrection, i rejoice

when you left, i cried
but now that you're back
in my memory, i'm satisfied
i no longer long for you,
i can surely survive.

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10 warning signs that you may be addicted to Facebook

1. Facebook is your home page.

2. You update your status more than twice a day.

3. You have over 500 "friends" half of whom you've never actually met.

4. As soon as you step away from your computer you're on FB on your phone.

5. You are a FB stalker. You qualify as a FB stalker if you

a) click on someone's profile more than once a day even if they haven't messaged or tagged you in a photo.

b) have dragged and dropped more than 3 FB photos (not from your own profile)

c) actually go to a place mentioned on someone's page in hopes of seeing them in real life...creepy!

6. You change your profile picture more than a 12-year=old girl.

7. You have checked your FB page while reading this article.

8. You clean up your "wall" so it looks like you spend less time on FB.

9. You are a member of more than 10 groups and respond to every event invitation "attending" even if you have no intention of going.

10. You change your relationship status just to mess with people.

i will always wear it

i have so much life today
i'm not scared to death

i have bundles of joy
for i feel the love you give

i have more to rejoice
you can see it in my face

i wear it day and night
even witout you telling me

it's my pleasure, i will fight for it...

Valentines day is over

valentines day is over
but my love to you is not

you know how much i love you
you know how much i care about you

if i am your angel, you are mine too
words may just be words but this has my flesh
and bones that you touches.

The ring of LOVE, FIGHT & FORGIVENESS

there was a student in silence
she was just there trying to observe
everything about the sky, the moon,
and the rain that somehow ruin

but things might happen
with reasons

and life is just like that of a ring
that binds three thing together

LOVE that usually sparks a beginning
FIGHT that stirs up a relationship
FORGIVENESS that binds LOVE again
that was once threatened by RUIN.

A sad valentines of the moon

now the moon is ready to shine
now she's dressed in passion
coated with a glittered red sequence
of sincerity and hope and pleasure
to embrace it's loved and beloved
the darkness in the sky
and the few flashes of the twinkling star,

she wish that the rain will hear
and will come to wet her night
and chill the roaring thunders
in her heart's desire
to play the night and be free
though unable to entangle
the thin lines of her past.

Here i come

here i am my love, my darling
ready for the devour of your careless hands
i consider an adventure of my chosen love
i don't care about the past, i don't care about the sky
if it rain i'm ready to be wet and be soaked on your sweat
as you hold me in the forest, i devour your flesh and touch gently
your soft butt as i kiss the trunk of your pride though big
i won't mind, this night it will all be mine, here i come.

My Wished Valentines

i wish to be with you tonight
in the sky with the moon and the stars

with me and you in a fine dance
with the dim light of my desire

to the right, to the left we swing
to the north, to the south of the sky
our dance floor

we will ask the thunder to give us a beat,
a drum that will thrill, excite and tremble us up a bit

we will ask the lightning to flash the light to illumin us,
and be dazzled with it in the darkness of the night

wishing you handle me right in the clouds our bed
where we will be wet and soaked in the rain

in our first date , our special Valentines.

Let's date tonight

love isn't the decoration,
and the icing in the cake

it's the cake itself
which a slice i crave
and fill us up and satisfy

i wish you'll give me a plate
and let's share with it
tonight as we celebrate
and a drink or two
for a perfect date

happy valentines day
my beloved, my playmate~

to my playmate

i have class
i can't play

see you later
at 9: 00 PM

at that time
i'm free

but if i can't
i'll come tomorrow

and let's celebrate
the Valentines Day!

Why are you covering your face?

why are you covering your face?

oh don't be afraid,
don't be scared
it's just a shade,
a shadow,

your own own shadow,
sure, it won't hurt you

all you need to do
is but face it,
and please don't escape.

I am Utako, my friend told me

a fine morning is of no guarantee
to survive a painful experience,
a sad reality, a cruel environment,

killing people somehow,
with the absence of a good reason
these are few things that you can hear
anywhere in the news or in your neighborhood

but there's a worst problem
to you who never claim to be an UTAKO

who can't help but follow once heart,
the heart that set for once inmost desire,
an obsession, you may thought normal

but an honest reflection to oneself
may somehow answer that condition
you're desires and your obsessions

is indeed a great indication that you have
the smallest though, we still call it a seed
of an UTAKO there in your heart

I am, I claim it

The game is over

and so,

the game is over,

congratulations~

you win!

but congratulations~

to me,

for my i also win

over a word that

i thought unending.

but here's for one thing

tomorrow,

be my man,

and i will kiss you

and hug you

and love you

as i can

here in my arms

not a word

but as a man.

To my beloved, oh, I see, I now claim it

okay...

maybe i just love you

so what?

are you ready to devour me now?

go ahead and get it

but you are just there

you don't know how to make a stand

you, a poet,

a word,

mere words

and nothing more.

Goodbye My Pyrrhic Love

I want to hold you but I can't
my love is simple and for one

it is not for svelte and supenal like you
my vernal love is sedulous, untendentious

i love but i realize, i better keep it... mine
for my tomorrow to penultimate

so even in your absence
when you are already there in other's hands,
a woman, rightful for your pyrrhic love.

Sorry, but I can't learn how

I'm feckless, I'm weak,
your feral nature has turned me off
and your bumptious desire to teach me the things
i can't learn, oh, how i wish, but i'm never concern
to me but you who is now hirsute, your prolix beard
made you look like a beggar on the street
who insisted on the inappropriate stand
on my love that's now seems to decline.

Pyrrhic Understanding

I'm sure about something,
not everything, and sure you are too

but why, i don't really get you?

You adjure me to do something,
I can't hardly swallow, you know

but why, i don't really get you?

You objurgate when I confabulate with a man,
I think his just a friend and i'm sure there's no beyond,
i already told you

but why, i don't get you?

That is why most of the time I made myself invisible
I ensconce in the dark and at times I made a sylvan escape
To appear phlegmatic,

but why, i don't get you?

For until now, you don't get me
how much I stay away from you
you don't comprehend,
you have a pyrrhic understanding.

I don't understand

Why are you treating me this way?

What am I really to you?

You niggle at my few mistakes

Even smiling at a friend is wrong to you

You defalcate, you made me unworthy to think
what's right or wrong,

You bruit to my enemy and kvetch, they posit

And adumbrate my failure, I'm not sure,

I aver, you made me even if I'm different

You don't show no mercy.

I don't understand why you say you love me.

The malady of discontent

the malady of discontent
is a serious problem to many

it can't be found in her eyes
oh, so young and so innocent.

Yogu

liquid Yogu is her favorite
to alleviate her feelings of
discomfort in her hot sit--
her online class with Hazel.

Sarah

She is my student Sarah
She is serious in her study
or else her mommy will be angry
even if she's in a malady.

she

She is my little star,
that lights my day
every night.

she's a star

The eyes of a smart girl,
brainy, bright and brilliant,
genius, crafty, clever and wise

I love her, she's my star.

Forlon

forlorn comfort
forlorn of glances
forlorn roadside
forlorn of all hope

i wish to abandon the feeling
but nearly hopeless
i saw myself deserted
in a pitiful appearance
desolated and forsaken

by your love, your affection.

Unending folornness

the lips of my cup is warm
it ease my freezing loneliness a little

i wish your here,
i wish you care this poor woman

the woman you don't want to stay with
for in all your nightmares she appears

but i don't want to disturb you
i don't have the right to do that, i know

yet i can't help it, i need your arms
here in my poor cliffing neck

and the real warmth of your breath
that drives away this unending folornness

i'm but crazy, i'm dingy, i guess
only besitos and yuki knows this

i'll be nutty as fruit cake
i'll be an unsound mind,

if you won't come now, now that
i need you warmth my soul in desire

I miss you, I guess

i'm writing poem
this early morning for you,

the sun has not yet wake up
he is still hiding his face--

in his thick blanket
the gray clouds in the east

and the cold breeze in the morning
still wants to stay in Cebu

and play with me,
oh i feel really lonely

i don't wanna wake up
i don't wanna stand up

i still want to hug my pillow--
your love in this early morning

whose breath gives me the warmth
against this freezing loneliness

i miss you, i guess....

i'm not scared with my fears

I'll ponder all your words
they're here in my ears

coming through my fears
yet i'm not scared

for my sun is there
and my moon is here

i don't care about the past
the mountains in my plains

for my past and yours
i will love and make them ladder

to our heaven here on earth
and be bound forever even the period
will appear in our sentence.

Good night my beloved

Good night my love
I will be home by 2 Am
this Friday, so if you can
please wait for me in the
waiting shed under
the tamarind tree

I'll sure be there, I'll take first trip
whether it's a Ceres, or Sunrays
I don't care for I already
miss you and your embrace,
your kiss, your hugs,

your hmmmm....
your smell like a musk and ice
your bites and your kissed marks
are still here in my cliffs
and my mountains
that i missed.

While I'm having my class

I have my normal classes
from five till eleven
I'm on the process

but as I was doin' my thing
you're lips is in my lips
like the moon in the sky
tonight who is so bright

i love it, it's a magnet
it's my fight to love the man
i call my beloved
like him i'm going with him

planning to fly around the sky
and play with moon and the stars
and will embrace and make
the breeze and air our blanket
and the clouds our pillows.

When we talk about something

When we talk about movies
i like comedies, dramas, westerns,
adventures, sci-fi, animations

When we talk about books
i like novels, poetry, short stories,
non-fiction, biographies

When we talk about TV Programs
i like comedies, dramas, cartoons,
game shows, news programs

When w talk aboout music
i like classical, pop, jazz, rock,
country, ballad, r&b, hiphop

When we talk about sports
i like football, baseball, soccer,
golf, hockey, tennis, pingpong

When we talk about poet
i certainly love you,
even if you don't write for me

my advice to you

a set of instruction
a lead, a guide,
a direction

but the techinques
isn't given

everything lies
to you my friend

if you wanna fight
choose the right

and be freed with
your own obsession.

A message to my husband

my love, my darling
the love of my life
i'm sorry,

i'm very busy
i want to cross the valley
and join you in the mountain
where you build our love

i know you a lot
your hands, your butt,
your chest, and your touch
your fingers, and the kiss
you offered with warmth
i'm not worried

i have your picture
in my mind, i'll preserved
like treasure and hold it
like gold in my rolled hands

and i will kept your love
here in my heart undescribed
even if my mind is preoccupied.

Lesson one ( Tablo's Word)

Do we learn math to add the dead sums?
Subtract the weak ones, count cash for great ones?
Yo, we multiply but divide the nation.
Break down like fractions, send our sons away to die
Do we learn science in defiance of faith?
To make alliance with fakes for an appliance's sake?
We ask for the real to make artificial intelligence to make smarter kills of others' presidents

Why do we learn history? To fix stories for the guilty
Make angels look filthy and the devils look milky
If the victor writes the books then what have we won?
Are we battleships of authorship a rich man's guns?

Do we learn to read to receive the lies,
to deceive the eyes from seeing between the lines?
Yo, we use words to bring forth sticks and stones,
to sing songs of hate that fill the streets with bones.

Is a day job more than self-slavery?
When we're locked watching the clock impatiently
we sweat for the dollar bills, the checks, and the credit cards
but the dollar kills, breaks the necks of our inner hearts

If the police are role models for the righteous,
why does justice depend on guns and nightsticks?
Mr. officer, don't punish me, with brutality
The streets got me singing Marvin Gaye off-key

Why do we need church to get to heaven's gates?
Can holy water quench the thirst of those whose fates
Started in the wrong place with the wrong face?
Can the poor and the hungry survive solely on grace?
Can this rap game ever bring changes?
When MCs would rather floss a cross than be saviors?
Will I last in this game, be blasted with shame
Will I stand for my name and never blaspheme for fame?