stop~

stop writing me
stop doing this to me

let's stop bothering each other
let's not waste time for nothing

i know you're just after for something
i know you will do it for the sake of adventure

but my love to you is for real
and it is beyond words and expressions

for you to play with
and plainly venture

i promise, just wait

I promise to bite

the swetest apple of your love

But I promise no time

and won't care about anything

Just give me the chance

to savor that moment

a wait to the fullfilment

of a real anticipation

see you there

i want to meet that moment you can't forget

the moment where you can't say anything but hold

to the sweetest--the slippery road to our heaven

i'll give nothing but my best for you to hold on

this wings of love that i possess

since we met in our dreamland--the untold

the apple of my eye

ice melting
clouds fade away
the sun keeps shining
one, two, three
i lost it again
oh how can this quench me?

i need a real one
organic, juicy
i know i can do it

yes, i wanna have it
red, shiny, juicy apple

you're

the apple of my eye

this love

love is like crossin in the wild
you need to survive the cold
you have to eat the food of the unknown
look forward to the world beyond
and fly the unreachable mountain of desire
no boundaries, only hope
empty soul turns out to be your home
darkness become an exciting adventure
and ultimate freedom is our climatic
opportunity to kill the most boring day
a day with two serenity

perhaps love is to wait
a sun to tranquil from its unceasing
anger to the little grasses and flowers under our skin

i won't give up for you

life isn't easy these days
life isn't sure for me
but i will write this poem
for you my love

as a gratitude of your
unending desire
to make this love be realized

yes, i won't give up
for you my love

hold me closer to your heart

you are right my love
you are perfectly right

i have many worries
i'm bound to many hesitations

i wanted to let go
and let love flow

in this heaven
we call our own

i'm all yours
that i promise to you

come hold me tight
closer to you heart

i promise not to give up

i started to be convinced,
no one has care about me.
that i'm all alone in this fight
for they all left me hanging--
lost in the dark
without something to hold

but now, i realized even to that,
an angel wass sent for me to tell me
that i'm not alone and and i am loved

thank you,
now i have the strength to continue
and i promise not to give up

FOR YOU~

blind sun

the sun is blinded
now, he can't see me
i'm out of no where
he couldn't reach me
he couldn't touch me

love is callin'
but i'm not goin'
i wish to stay and hide
away from his sight
the sound of his right
that bound me

i'll rather fight my own pain
even without his attention

cold hands

my hand is cold
my heart showed nothing
but a scar of a taken freedom
a love that was not given
a chance to survive
her forever wish
in the dark

hang on

later, this love blooms
needs to hang on and survive
have to numb my heart

altar boy

i'm getting crazy with an altar boy
i'm lost and love with his loving voice
a permanent mark in my head
it hurts knowing his taken
and his heart is owned by someone

how can i be free?
how can i be better without him here?
how can this pain pass by?
it surely live a lifetime
a real mess
yet, a real piece of art
please give me a kiss
before you left this world
i made for you
hidden in the open
i don't want it known
but have to let you know
my dear altar boy

is this love?

i can feel the thrill

my hand trembles

my mind jitters

and jerks

as i hear your voice

deep down in me

it digs in

and made it deeper

as time goes by

this became a flower

a song of love

a wish to hear

and a poem i wish to read

repeatedly in a day

so come sing to me

a love song

write to me a poem

of lust and love

a love making

that lasts a life time

a sincere breath of kindness

in an open arms

and that tender kisses

we have in the cottony clouds

of your pure attention

come have your fill

i am now the damn food

on your table

i'll fill you up

with my endless

caress and love

the reason why

we created this heaven ours

without their eyes lookin' at as

in pain

i'm now in pain

my love has lost in vain

i had this man

who let me see

the real picture

and the real score

of a love

that can never be one

as it was before

for all this

i say,

i'm now in deep sorrow,

in tears and perfectly lost

in the darkness

your absence

WHEN LOVE IS ALIVE

When love comes,
life is its promise

when love turns to gratefullness,
life is sustained by its promise

when love endures all pains and trials,
life is alive forever surpassing its misfortunes

a journey with you

we're all in a journey
i am in a journey with you
i know things will never go easy

your far and i know that perfectly
but you guide from afar
you love me
and we are one in the land far away

we join hands
we hope nothin' but join hearts
and became one in a story that
will never fade away

life

when the rain fall
the grass grew green
and life became a game

Amy's Speech for Teacher's Day

[7:36:56 PM] Amy
(7:30-8:00PM)
Let's Go 3 says:
My teacher name is Hazel~
she is love me.
she is MY english teacher.
I love she!

[7:37:43 PM]
Teacher Hazel says:
My teacher's name is Hazel~
She loves me.
She is my English teacher.
I love her!

[7:38:51 PM]
Amy (7:30-8:00PM)
Let's Go 3 says: (blush)

one in a dream

i still don't have a class
it's 5:17 in the afternoon already
and Jim's not yet online to study with me

on the other hand i'm blogging
writing my endless boredom

i wish you'll read this
i wish you feel this short greeting
for today is friday

i wish tomorrow,
you will have a good weekend

i'm sure i'll miss you
but we have to accept it
we are just one in a dream

forever...

already taken

oh my, a slip of the tongue
i'm not supposed to tell you that
for i know it's not right
but can you tell me what right is?
is it wrong to fall to someone
even if she is already taken?

When

When you send me your morning greetings
you're holdin' my heart with your warm being
i just wish this love will never end
i just wish, you're with me until the end

When you ask me about my day going
i feel like i'm just on my day dreaming
you fill my empty heart every moment of my day
i wish you will never get tired with me

When i think about the times we spent together
i know it's a mistake, i know where i stand
but i can't stand to my heart's longing
you in my tender hands and the soft touches of your arms

When we kiss in the rain and think like there's no end
come back to me again and feel free to be my man
think about nothing but i'm your woman
i'll be there forever in your dream

wish to hold

i'm holding right now
i'm holding on to your love
but doubted a lot

your voice has fade away
i can hardly hear you these days

don't tell me
you'll leave me this simple
without warning or wistle

lost again

i was lost with your touch once again
your love had me,
in my most vulnerable feeling

you caress me with real tenderness
a truly speechless whisper in my ears
of an inexperienced woman, i believe

i doubted upon your disposition
and hope for the best position

a treasure to hold
a real love unfold

but there isn't hope, i know
you're taken and i am too.

moments

moments are shared
moments are at times not enough
specially when you're with the one you love

last friday we had our moment
though short we fine this our happiness

a moment to know more
in your most vulnerable intention
to love and be loved with no hesitation

i wish to have the same moment
i wish to savor another moment
with you my love

two parallel paths

moments are shared
moments are at times not enough
specially when your with someone you love

last Friday we had a moment
a few moments of love
though short but we fine this our happiness

i love the way, we had this love
though wrong but made our feelings right
for the two of us are in parallel paths.