altar boy

i'm getting crazy with an altar boy
i'm lost and love with his loving voice
a permanent mark in my head
it hurts knowing his taken
and his heart is owned by someone

how can i be free?
how can i be better without him here?
how can this pain pass by?
it surely live a lifetime
a real mess
yet, a real piece of art
please give me a kiss
before you left this world
i made for you
hidden in the open
i don't want it known
but have to let you know
my dear altar boy